12/23/09

12/22/09

i had dreams

that frightened me awake

i happened to escape

but my escape

would never come

would never come

would never come

would never come,

Why did summer go so quickly? Was it something that I said? Lovers walk along a shore And leave their footprints in the sand Was the sound of distant drumming Just the fingers of your hand? Pictures hanging in a hallway or the fragment of a song, half-remembered names and faces but to whom do they belong? When you knew that it was over Were you suddenly aware That the autumn leaves were turning To the color of her hair? Like a circle in a spiral Like a wheel within a wheel Never ending or beginning On an ever-spinning reel As the images unwind Like the circles that you find

In the windmills of your mind!

ya im off that,
what you think you should say
shoulda been said before you thought it...

12/7/09

more memories more feelings are coming back to me,

as if today was yesterday and yesterday was last year and last year

was forever.

12/4/09

when i get older

i remember

all da time in libya

in school ...during lessons in breaks ...after school in da parking lot in NOC

in the fields in regatta

evrywhere u go

and every time